Sigh....ni bu zai...... how do i get "u" to understand... why does it seems so hard... manz.... it has been so long man.... cant wait to tell "u" how i feel man.... it just so hurts not to tell "u"... my heart has bleeds so badly....tat it turns so bad...... even i couldnt recognise it.... why!? tell me why!?.... i have nv felt this bad till now.... seriously.... i need a break.... but i really wan to tell "u".... how wonderful "u" are to me... no matter wad others said abt "u" or wad "u" had done.... still remember when "u" are sick this year.... it hurts to see "u" that way... and one moment "u" ignore me... i felt so terribly sad... that... i wanted to give up on "u".... but i did not.... i hope i dun regret in life not telling "u" how much i really miss "u"....